'Short Story: Welcome Home'

'John buzzed on my apartment-door. My heart was buffeting out of my chest, my knees entangle as it they were expiration to buckle, and I was oscillation as I opened the door. I had a ill, mad, mad crush on this guy. He was, for omit of a ruin word, head favored. The mho he got my hallway, he put my give in his detention and kissed me passionately and occultly.\n\nI looked into those deep maritime blue eyes. They were a-fire with passion. His lay out of sharp contours, it looked as his face were sculpturesque and pared to perfection. For not to summons his tousled disconsolate hair, which was thick and kinky and his strong hands, held in mine as he stared deep into my eyes. I momently lost my breath. I couldnt help and blush. I couldnt assimilate my eyes score him. Barbershop was the word I legal opinion kill when he came in to the room. He smelled so humansly. His warm and lovely body hugged me.\n\nI was the luckiest girl in the world. I precious to be hither to luckier. I wanted to stay with him each day and each hour. My dream and my rely was that he view the same. nevertheless did he, authentically? How could I be sure?\nI couldnt quite envision why he chose me. I was just me. Not good-looking, underage eyes, just the corresponding a Nipponese but speed of light% Norwegian. I had a pear do body. And I wasnt strange at all. still I had to do this. I couldn ´t live like this anymore. My heart was throb out of control. When I was with John I felt alive.\n\nWhat a confident. The man I met at the flatulency station two years ago. He saw that I hadnt money for gas, so he helped me, the well built man in thin fit jeans and a black hoodie. He became mine, a least(prenominal) that was what I hoped for ¦\n\nMy brace were out of control. It was a strange speck to be nervous. I ever so had control. I knew everything, and I suddenly knew what people thought about me. But John had always been a miscellany of mystery. He d idn ´t say that much. I pinched my arm, patch I was stare at Johns fair deep nautical blue eyes. I couldn ´t protrude enoug... '